You Surprise Me

Every second you stay and don't go, you surprise me, there's a beautiful world out there , and more than likely, you could have it all, but u choose to have less, you suprise me, you talk when you don't have to share your breath, you suprise me, you smile after seeing so much of the ugly, and then you laugh even when you don't have all the money, you suprise me, because your honest when you could easily lie, you surprise me , you show strength when you could easily cry, you wake up and try again and when you could just decide to quit, you surprise me, you still walk and talk like your the shit, you content with your decisions even though you couldn't pick, you suprise me because you don't know if its a trick......

now that worries me a little because I always knew that you were smart, you surprise me though when what was cool to you was obviously dark... You surprise me when you ignored all the signs of jealousy , when you werent ashamed of abondoning the heavenly.. you surprise me because you could show people to do as you do, and instead you want to be exclusive so you leave them without a clue. You suprise me because you say that you dont trust others, then you get mad you weren't assisted by your brothers. You say that you are lovers but you don't want to stay together, you surprise me, because you pretend that your heart wasn't feeling better. You surprise me when you judge others without knowing what they do.. you surprise me when you say you know me, when you don't know you....

now let me surprise you, for a second perhaps.. I know that you can grow , I know you can collapse, I know that you can be evil , but I know that you can be good, I know for something you say you couldn't , but inside you say should. you should try to read more if you say you don't believe what's on the screen , you should cut that rotten Apple that is poisoning your team, you should ask yourself what do my leaders know so that I know I can or can not lead myself, you should ask what you put in your body before you pull it off the shelf. You should ask what you have you don't need , need and don't have , you should ask why you make the same mistakes as your ancestors in the past.....at last I wanna say I believe you could fly when others want to keep you on the floor... because what surprises me the most is that you haven't stood up ....really stood up.... For yourself before ... B.D